Poem - Who Would Love Me?

Type: rhyming

'Oh for pete's sake'
I say at the wake
As my lonely tears fall
I'm not allowed to bawl

'Not here' I whisper
Not near my sister
As the pain's still fresh
Why am I here in the flesh?

Cause I've got nowhere else to go
What a sad thought, although?
Could I see my mother?
Or am I just a bother?

Clear my head
'Move on' I read
What good advice
Maybe then I'd lose the ice

That surrounds my heart
'As if' I start
Who would want me?
No one has the key

I'll lose 
To the blues
That consume my being
I realise I'm making a scene.